The World Through Colored Glass by AB

Everything is colorful,
Everything feels right,
My worlds made up of colors,
Painted with the light,
Adventures are, the wings of dreamers,
Time will seek to tame,
But everything is brightly colored,
Through my window pane,
Colors dances in unison,
Thier mysterys untold,
Watching through a hazy glaze,
They magicaly unfold.
Swirling through my daydreams,
And dance before my eyes,
Each individual color,
Holds a story, in disguise,
The colors come togeather,
To paint a rainbow cast,
Through my magic window,
Made of colored glass,
~AB

"When Dark Clouds Descend" by AB

When the sun does not shine,
When dark clouds descend,
I will search for the light,
I will strive 'til the end,
I will never give up,
I will push towards the light,
I will hold myself true,
I will break trough the night,
When I'm drowning in tears,
When the pain tries to win,
I will open the windows,
And let the light in,
I will pull back the shutters,
I will let lose my shame,
I won't be a pawn,
I will play my own game,
When winter has come,
And I'm chilled to the bone,
When I sink in the ocean,
like a lifeless old stone,
I will be my own anchor,
I will raise my own sail,
I will pull myself up,
And blaze my own trail,
When I'm lost in the forest,
And the night steels the day,
I will call to the moon,
By it's light,
Find a way,
Even through darkness ,
We can all find a light,
And pierce through the rain clouds,
And chase back the night,
For the frail can be vital,
And the weak can be strong,
So never give up 'til the gray clouds are gone.

~ AB

"The Robin" by AB Color Pencil

"Squirrel" Color Pencil by AB

"Plant" Line drawing in pencil by AB

"An Exercise in Pen and Ink" by AB

"The Day She Killed You" by AB

The day she killed you,
I died.
Not my body,
But my inside.
I looked alive,
But I was dead,
Because of all the things,
You've said.
The love is gone.
Now let me free,
Don't you know,
That we can't be?
I am straight,
And you are gay,
You won't go,
But I won't stay.
I have a heart,
I have a mind,
I deserve the love,
That I find.
You made your chioce,
Now live your life,
I wish you well,
I am not you wife.

"Cracked" by AB

I am cracked,
I am torn,
Riped appart.
Make me whole,
Make me feel,
Let me love.
Take me scarred,
Take me bruised,
Take me beaten.
I will heal,
I can feel,
I can love.
Give me hope,
Give me peace,
Give me sollace.
I will breath,
my last breath,
Just for you.
Though I'm bruised,
I'm hurt,
I am bleeding,
With your love,
I will find my way thruogh.

"Two Fish" color pencil by AB

Now Listening to " Mr. Lonely " by Akon

This goes out to all of you that have loved, and lost, still waiting to love, and esspecialy to you Nickcole. Love ya girl ! :) AB

" Love "

Love wasn't put in our hearts to stay,
Love isn't love 'til you give it away.

I had written this quote down a few
years ago, and thaught that it was
origanal until I did a quote serch
Today, and found out that it is part
of a poem by Chanh Kha . Who knew!
I certainly didn't. Any way, I will post
The whole poem by Chanh Kha Below.
LOL, AB :)

A bell is not a bell until someone rings it,
A song is not a song until someome sings it,

Love wasn't put in our hearts to stay,
For love isn't love 'til you give it away.

~ Chanh Kha

"Gentoo Penguin" sketch by AB

"Sorry yet Thankful" by AB

Sorry for who I am,
Sorry for who I should be,
Sorry for the things I've done,
Sorry for being me.

Thank you for who I am,
Thank you for who I should be,
Thank you for the things I've done,
Thank you for being me.

" A Whisper Stuck in Time" by AB

I am playing hide and seek,
And I am left to find.
I open every single door,
And window in my mind.
Wondering when I'll find my way,
The past I've left to hide.
looking for the perfect me,
But me I can't devied.
Serching trough this emptiness,
Through this world of crime.
Trying to find a wave to catch,
A whisper stuck in time.

" Letting Dreams Fly" by AB

I am awake,
I am alive,
I will have faith,
I will not cry,
I will still love,
Keep joy alive,
Hope conquers fears,
Letting dreams fly.

"Everything Under the Sun" by AB

You said, should I go,
And I said, yes, no,
And everything under the sun.
You said, your confused,
And I ask was I used,
And I feel like a fool in the end.
Now I can see,
That you never loved me,
And I feel so worthless, and shamed.
For me it was true,
But I see that for you,
I was only a muse in the end.
So after this day,
Best friends we must stay,
Unless your confution, should end.
Then I'll ask, should I go,
And you'll say, yes, no,
And everything under the sun.

"Arctic Wolf" pencil drawing by AB

"Thier Screams Were Never Heard" by AB

When is it right to injure,
We are killing them every day,
If I inflict, than I am a torcher,
And that is not my way.
What is the differance between us,
If I don't speak my mind,
If I can't stand for myself,
Then let me stand at there side.
They are still and quite.
Thier lives they did not give.
Thier lives were taken from them,
Thier lives no more to live.
They screamed, and begged and pleaded.
They cried, but with never a word.
And so they screamed in silance,
A plead that no one heard.
Thier love ones died before them,
Sometimes they watched them die,
Thier eyes were sick and pleading,
For someone to hear thier cry.
They don't speak our language,
But I could understand,
And if you to would listened,
Beside us you might stand.

" Water Lily " Pencil by AB

"When Dreams Hit Reality" By AB

When dreams hit reality,
something has to give.
I wish that I could never wake,
my dreams that I might live.
But when the morning light arrives,
and I am still alive,
I wonder when that day will come,
My dreams will have to die.
Each second passes without stop,
the clock keeps ticking on.
My life is flying by this way,
and now my dreams are gone.
I left them by the wayside,
A struggle to servive.
and if I ever find my way,
my dreams are not alive.
Why did I do this to myself,
I gave away my soal.
I thaught that I would get it back,
but cant afford the toll.
....and If morning never came ,
and I did not awake.
I think I would be happier,
in the dream world I would make.