Conterdictions? by AB~

Chasing stars in daylight,
Sunbathing at midnight,
Swimming in the dessart,
Crying at your sight,
Talking with my mouth closed,
Seeing with no eyes,
Dancing when I'm cripped,
Tethered with no ties,
Swinging from no axle,
Spinning while I'm still,
Hungery when I've eatten,
Finding time to kill,
Naked with my clothes on,
Dead but still alive,
Laughing at my heartbreak,
Stabbing with no knive,
Wandering to a perpose,
Loving to an end,
Giving to aquire,
Lying to a friend,
Goals that have no perpuse,
Inmates that have no crime,
Feeling, no emotion,
Riddles with no rym,
Are these contridictions,
Words that make no sence,
Or is they hidden meaning,
Stained, in the contence.

Reaching for Sunshine by AB

I reach for the sun,
And it sinks through my skin,
Basking in warmth,
As the light flows in,

It shines through my windows
And through glass doors pours,
I'm hiding inside,
I wonder what for,

The sun is inviting,
It calles out my name,
But I sitting inside,
Feeling insaine,

I have no idea,
What holds me inside,
Or what is the reason,
That I want to hide,

Invisible chains,
Hold me indoors,
As light streams through my windows,
And knocks on the doors.

Breaking Hearts by AB~

What do you do when they are waking,
What do you do when they are in school,
Were have you gone when they are sleeping,
Do you feel happy, Do you feel cool,
Are you with her, when they are crying,
When they are sick, do you even care,
You say that you miss them, but are lying,
If you miss them, why aren't you here ,
If she loved you, she wouldn't ask you,
To leave your children, to cast them away,
They have missed you every seccond,
They have cried for you, every day,
Were is the love, in the pain that you cause them ,
Why did you do this, to them and to you,
You say your in pain, but it's of your own making,
If she really loves you, she would love them to,
You ask if I'm angry, you ask if I hate you,
I don't even know, what you want me to say,
I think, you are asking, to clear you own consious,
If you want some redemtion, you must find your own way,
I look at there faces, I see your ressemblence,
They are part you, and they are part me,
But everyday, they are changing,
Becoming more of what they see,
I am the one, here to guide them,
I am the one who wipes their tears,
And when your away, they truly miss you,
But I am the one who comforts there fears,
So live you life, and let us be happy,
Let us have joy, back in our lives,
If you want them to know you, then you must be preasent,
Come back to them swiftly, or sever all ties.

I Have Seen a Place of Beauty by AB~

I have seen a place of beauty,
It is far beyond today,

But in my mind I see it clearly,
And in my dreams I know the way,

I see you standing there beside me,
I hear your vioce, I see your face,

Even when you may not know it,
You are with me, in this place,

When the nights are dark and cloudy,
I close my eyes, and drift away,

To this place were I am happy,
Dreaming of a distant day,

Saving My Kisses by AB~

As we say good bye,
My cheeks cannot stay dry,

I try to hold the tears,
But I love you so, my dear,

You will be on my mind,
My thaughts, left behind,

I hold a gental smile,
Crying all the while,

I'll save for you a kiss,
Your words I'll dearly miss,

But when you go away,
Your love, with me, will stay,

To keep me company,
And set my soal free,

Your love the rarest find,
Your vioce so sweet and kind,

I walk as in a trance,
Our love, my final dance,

Come switly back to me,
This my final plea,

And when the day is new,
I, will look, for you,

When, I see, your face,
With my eyes, I will embrace,

Left hanging here in time,
My heart, with yours intwined,